G'day

"This girl is at once all the women that broke my heart. She is so beautiful and generous and she is asking me to leave because she is dumping me. She is dumping me because I am a cheap drug dealer. And I am a drug dealer because she wants to leave me."

I can watch that movie over and over and over and over again.

I'm watching how it's made. I slept horribly. I loved everything about yesterday. I woke up on the couch and my pants were twisted. My blanket(s) also fell off me and the couch. I want to go to the zoo. I still have no feeling in my middle and index finger tips from playing the guitar. I'm worried.

I think if anyone were to ever "romantically".. No. That word is cliche and stupid. If someone were to ever take me to the aquarium or somewhere that they know makes me ecstatic, I'd probably melt. Just saying.

After laughter

Happy 64º partly cloudy with a chance of lightning that isn't going to happen day.

Finally, I spent all morning pulling nails and staples out of hardwood floor in my roommates room. They got the great idea of starting a weekend project yesterday and threatening me with Lauren if I don't help them. So I helped them and I'm waiting for her to finish taking a shower so I could go over.

I watched Hard Candy and Funny Games. It (was) four am.

Yes man

Location: in orange

Hamlet

Lauren and I did a Mad Lib yesterday online. Probably the best idea ever. We chose an excerpt from Hamlet.



Hello thanksgiving.
Hello not fitting into my pants for the next three day to a week.
Hello family....

Facetious

Ohh Fall

Dear December 28th,

Every day I day dream the day I will see Good Old War AND Anthony Green. I'm counting on you. Till then, I'll be bathing in their music with a snorkel and a heart attack in mind.

Warmest regards,

Agent Professor Senior Private Doctor Sir Reverend Baron Monsieur Von Cris

Phopho

We run the gauntlet
Must get to France
So we can French kiss some French girls



Acronym time: P.R.E.A.M.

Guess?

Pathetique

So I have this one best friend that I see every weekend. We're making a tradition out of it starting three or four weekends ago. Her pose on every ride is the highlight of going on. We were bored so we went to disneyland and went on the most rides we've ever go on when ever we go.







In the last one, she looks like Gooble from Yo Gabba Gabba

Old snow

Friday November 20:

- Batting cages (fail)
- Drifted Jessica's car (win)
- Camelot (win)
- Lazer tag (win)
- Lazer tag again (fail)
- White and yellow awkward pizza (fail)
- Watermelon nerds icee (win)
- Mini golf (fuuuuhhhaaaiil)

Saturday: Two words.

- Lauren
- Silva

He steals my socks

First contact

I was watching my own on demand marathon of Paranormal State. This show is probably the best paranormal tv show ever/ yet. I want to go to Gilliland Ranch in Washington state. Hotspot for paranormal and UFO activity. So down.

Well

I feel as though my career at school has become clear. Almost like I've learned my lesson from delaying my tactics as far as studying and completing work on schedule. It's almost like someone took the individual eye patches from my eyes and now I just realize everything I'm doing is effortless. A blind kid could do and know the things I'm taught. No offense if you're blind and reading this..

College prep schools pay off. The things I'm learning right now. The classes I'm in right now, for the exception of English and History, I've taken my eighth grade or freshman year. Either/ or, there would be no difference.

Up side, GSA at lunch was fun. I could get used to it. Pocket full of skittles.

This is a very old picture. Maybe about three days old. I let liz coy gel the top of my hair.

Ground beef

Where it at?

For about a good hour this morning, the hour I spent laying in bed not at school, I thought really hard about what it'd be like to just not go to school anymore. Sure people have the idea of getting a GED, but that'll never happen. I just want to know how everything would turn out if I just stopped going. If my social life will take a dive or increase because I have time. I don't want to seem like those pathetic loser people who have one test to study for and say they just want to 'give up on life', motherfuckers don't know shit. Shit's weak. Some people have it worse. I don't have anything, I just go to school, walk home, pick up dinner, and go back home and eat. The only thing I'm missing is a car and a successful job. Then I'd be set. Who cares, won't happen with in the next year. I have my legs for now.

This movie is very good



This book is very good

Central nervous system

computer + time + 1/2 cup of soil + eternal sunshine = picture.
my central nervous system, neurotransmitters and memory are leaving.

A thought for two

Tegan's ears are cute.

Romeo and Juliet. Words can not express saliva dripping in someone's hair who's pretending to be dead. Lauren just about lost it at that point. I just wanted to sleep. Now that I have my open opportunity to sleep considering that I'm in bed already, I will not sleep. More like I can't find that train of thought to try and get comfortable and sleep. Instead I'm on vimeo and watching the office uk on adult swim. I've loved adult swim since I was young enough to remember watching space ghost and sea lab 2021.

My hair = tegan and sara fail. I don't want to talk about it.

Edit:

I think this is the latest I've woken up in a while. 12:30 = 1:30 in non-day light savings time. My roommate Mario just informed me that right now (12:57) is "non-day light savings". This shit throws me off a whole hour. Messes with my emotions. I should stay up late watching specials on discovery channel.

This scientist was suction cupping monitors to the backs up humpback whales to calculate how deep they go to feed. He'd have the bulky yellow monitors on a bow staff and he's miss every other time. I have to give my dogs a bath. Liddo bitches.

I love them.

Double fine

Why why why do some refer to their minds as complicated. We all get it and it's obvious you think different. Forcing yourself to be unique is probably the funniest thing ever. EpixCore my heart bleeds for you.

Several good phone calls. Last night was dowwwwn (hahahah, I don't think I've ever used that before). Today is a no school zone for me, just like at the shamu shows. My mother is home and making what smells and sounds like strawberry oat meal on a skillet. She just offered me some rice. I have no idea what she made and I don't want any part of it. Thanks to an exciting phone call, I'm really really excited to see Romeo & Juliet. Not just really. Really really.

"I don't think that girl's going to want to do another play in her life after he just tried to eat her face!"

Twitter is stupid. I don't give a shit what you're doing = global debate.

I drew my line at facebook.

Flashback

Uhh instead of studying four forms of mitosis, I went through iphoto. I don't think I'll go to school tomorrow. I'm also going to see Romeo & Juilet.

They all coincidentally are taken at school..

Jupiter (yoga ball covered in oatmeal apricot facial scrub)

BLOOLD?

a sleeping karen

the Scene Machine, you're fucking pissing me off

Possum on the bathroom floor

Gay-white-girl

Ebony and Ivory

Jizz and Gulia

usual..

EVOLUTION

the scene freshmen; hot cheeto fries and pepsi erry day

the homosexual sophomores; popsicles, yellow gatorade and baked lays erry day

jr.

senior year

Home

SWED, all day. Hahahaha, Dr. Dre.
I've been walking around my house saying "stanky" lately. I walk up to my roommate and say 'gurl you stanky'. She looks at me and takes away my desert after dinner and makes me wash the dishes. Pirates life for me.

I'm afraid I'm becoming one of those people who are in love with summer. I've never fallen in love with summer before. It all feels so new. I've always liked being at school so much, I couldn't wait till I started again. That went on for about two years. We used to picture how the new school year would be, because we like to act like badass upper class men. We'll all get our rings together. Now I just want all the old things of summer to happen more frequently. I also want another road trip to happen. I also want to go streaking and then swimming at night again. I want those gravel rocks in my floppy urban outfitter shoes that are stanky. Then we can fall asleep in sleeping bags that are too small for us and have golden spoon or coffee grove for breakfast. We've always intended to get coffee grove for breakfast. We never made it past the stairs.

(side note: that last sentence sounded like a sex scene. NOT what I intended..... ?)

Married man

I'm learning to use my time wisely. It's taken me this long to realize I need to get things done myself. I need to finish writing about prostitution, finalize, print, and finish my draft of golden gate bridge and also finalize section one outline. Bloogh, bleeh. Nice and snug in my boots.

Ick oad

Today is my parent's 25th anniversary. We be goin' to supper together at the Summit House, son. My dog looks like he has down syndrome. Poor little guy.

White magic

There are way better ones!!



Might I suggest alice in wonderland.

Happenstance

Long Beach and the chance of getting another piercing today is 60 of 100. I really need to get a california i.d. Since I'm not 18, I need my birth certificate and I don't think my sister can be my legal guardian. Fuck you government policies.

This MacBook Pro is a beautiful piece of technology.

Self-sufficient

I'm watching 20/20. I didn't know Rheeanna had an accent. It's kind of funny watching her talk. Her hair is kind of funny too. Chris Brown always looks like he's sweaty.

I went to down town fullerton. In other words d.t.f. *sigh* I had nothing good to say right now.

I bought sunglasses? and an operation ivy pin and 9/16" guages from Monkey's To Go. The end.

too much time..

In due course

Jackie came over today = hand drawing on binder
Dropped her off at laurens = met Robin the piano teacher = gave lauren homecoming pictures = picture on binder

I have it on the front of my binder as if we're dating. She wishes :l
Kidding.
I feel more and more like a whinny bitch the more I say I miss everything. Talking about it makes me feel like everything is back. Yokes on me.

"pinche ze dolla"

Ship in a bottle

Oh oh oh what a pleasant life.

Ides of swing

CAHSEE, fuck you. I've been cold most of the day. I love after school sometimes, but enough of that. I'm off to Denny's for a Grand Slam dinner. I chose where we are to have dinner tonight.

CAW, to Andrew Bird.

Thule

The battery on my lap top dies easily. This sucks because this lap top is my life. It's not mine but when she moved away and left things behind, I immediately claimed them mine. One second I look at the top bar and it says 13% then 9% now it's at 5%. I should probably go in my house. I'm in my backyard for some reason. Now it's at 2%..

So my computer died on me so I'm now on top of my bed away from fresh air. My dog is circling my bed because I'm eating this steak that tastes like rubber tire. 

I had a stupid day. I have testing tomorrow because I came from a private school and haven't taken my english and math entrance exam. I've also come to the conclusion that I am going to get myself through the last two years of high school by working at In-N-Out. I've heard they pay super well and have you watch a training video. NO, that's not why I want to work there. I just have a place I can't be at and want to and if no one else is going to fucking get me there, I'll god damn do it myself. It seems that out of all the years of high school I could have enjoyed, sophomore year stands as my best memorable year, so far.

Boots and boys

That title is a joke. I don't really like neither. HAAH. I'm going to picture post at 1.. 2.. GO

Walked the streets of down town LA with my man Andrew and did some fork bending at Philippe's after Olvera st.

Gaby and I were seven year olds for the night. It's the only time of the year where we can kick each others ass with our pillow cases filled with candy in the middle of the street or on someones doorstep. It works. (only the most attractive pictures)

We later felt like not seven but three year olds for eating, rolling around in and bathing in our pile of candy. We ate a good 78% of all our candy for the night. After we were jazzed up on candy, we sang Birthday Sex, Brittney Spears, Jeffree Star and many more, to each other till we choked on our saliva and peed everywhere. We even sang Skeet Skeet.. Look it up.

Seriously, who else would I be able to make fun of shitty bands with? And later fall asleep watching youtube videos of old people falling. Only three people in this world that I know of.. nope four, Andrew counts :) that I can make fun of everything I don't like, with out regret.