Apple candy

Candy apple.
I was in east LA at 8am for a funeral, froze my face off in church and at the cemetery. I got to see my grandparents that I never really ever get to see and ended up crying when I walked away. I didn't used to think our family would end up like the families I'd see when I was growing up but I guess it did. Doesn't matter to me anymore, I substitute my friends as my family since I have more friends than relatives.

New years eve, or something like that. Another year another what do you call it to deal with, Haha kidding I don't have to deal with things if I don't want to. So since I don't want to, I will not. Btw, Wendy's is delicious. My dad is getting in trouble for smoking cigars, she needs to calm down. Anyways, I'm leaving to buy polaroid film. Such a rip off on 8 sheets for like $30.

It can just be me

But I think the groups and things people become a fan of on facebook are getting odd and annoying. More so desperate and unnecessary. I've become better at Left 4 Dead. Someone advised that I don't play it really late at night when it's dark and the only light you have is from the t.v. That person is 21 years old and a grown man. I found no problem in playing it late and sleeping like a behbeh.

For the first time in a very long time, my good man lauren came over to play video games and watch psychic kids with me. Along with her body, she brought me my FAVORITE snacks no one besides my sister knows (not really though). It's probably obvious because when I feel lazy, they're my 'shit of choice'. XXX Vitamin water, swedish fish and white chocolate flipz. Her snax suckeddd. Diet mountain dew and watermelon sourpatch kids. Syyyck. I felt really bad for missing rugby, all because of her. She was showered and dressed so she decided not to go. I was getting ready when she said she was on her way. Oh well, there's still saturday.

"Fuuck that. I'm not going out there.. There is water everywhere!! My car doesn't work in the rain, neither do my shoes!" - gaby two weeks ago when her family got me sick from forcing me to work in the rain and whipping me when I pass gas on a customer.

Jesus the mexican boy

So I got my 700 mg of claire all of yesterday night. Good Old War and Anthony Green were phenomenal. The most amazing night of my vacation by far. I even slept well, had cool dreams and didn't wake up. All with out taking nyquil, it's great :) I'm goood.

I was watching this movie on heroine and young homeless drug dealers and oliver climbs on my lap, falls asleep and starts hiccuping. Good movie but Bobby's girlfriend Rosie OD's in her underwear in a hotel room. How romantic. Gaby, you ruined most of the serious parts of the movie with your KE$HA opera singing of TiK ToK for about a good hour. And stop inviting me to club starz and Kathy's parties. I don't care if you're crying and yelling at me, I'm not going. Going with you shopping is enough sometimes. I'm sorry, I love you Lauren Gabriela Conrad-Saucedo.

I'm done now.

Educate yourself

^hahahahahahahahahahah^

Meek

I've been job searching for a while and most of the places I've been applying to aren't piercing friendly so today, my ears are bare. I couldn't find the bigger sharpies that fit through my ears. I didn't feel like getting up. Tonight is the night I've been waiting for since october.

I want Katamari eyes.

What time is it?

Watch time, sweet Rolex?

The execution of all things

Leather feathers

I'm not in much of a mood to write a lot.

• fail at finding jeans at target
• 700 mg of Claire
• watch my dad play xbox by himself
• left 4 dead 2
• nice long chat with my lauren
• ichat with yakhee
• eat bananas
• talk extensively with lauren again
• find out that my sisters house is haunted
• remember the titans with Sunshine the gay hot guy.

i lead an interesting life.

Sun it rises

This has to be the dumbest week ever. First week of vacations usually are, but by the second week, going back already feels close enough. Oh well, here's to another year of this poop. Mancala tonight, loser sleeps outside and doesn't get shit in the morning.

The Love of My Life

Hands down, she wins to anyone on this planet.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmUKY0JEArA

Delio

I feed my animals peanut butter because I'm bored. I'm watching my animal lick christmas presents under our fake tree. I can't think of anything else to write except for Nyquil is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I've also lost some hope in returning to rosary. I'll have to deal with public school. Whatevskii's. Takis are the new hot cheetos. Equally powdery but delicious. I also have a Nintendo 64 and a rabbit.

I know I know I know

Ahhhhhhhhhhh. I missed an entire week of school. This is nearly like I have three weeks off. Oh well, I'll just have essay's and tests to make up. 

Edit: I went to Disneyland yesterday on the worst day. First saturday of christmas break and Raver day. This is the second time this has happened to me where I go somewhere exciting and it turns out to be a hidden gay holiday. The one day I went to the OC fair, it was raver day.. Well fuck all of you. Annoying douche bags is what they are. The music is the worst part.

Kid, you'll move mountains

Quarantine day #4:

I don't have that unbearable fever anymore or those hot chills, but the heavy cough and the feeling of the need to die is still there. After the first two days, I got used to day time t.v. The View is so entertaining but I usually end up falling asleep. Every time I would fall asleep from medicine I'm taking, I'd have the most illusive dreams. The kind where I'd be in my dream wearing the same clothes I fell asleep in. My most recent one was where I was looking for earrings and I didn't want to lose them when I had finally found them behind the garage, I'd close my fist real tight so I wouldn't drop them and have to go looking for them all over again. When I woke up I had that feeling of relief that I didn't have to ask for earrings for christmas because I had found the ones I lost years ago. When I was fully awake, my fist was still clutched closed with no earrings inside.

I don't like those dreams. Especially when you have a dream that you have cookies and when you fucking wake up, there are no god damn cookies. Just cheese danish coffee cake and cold coffee because when you're sick, no one bothers to make you coffee.

99.7

I'm goin' to go listen to sum industrial muzic and wear a trench coat wit sum doc martins. K thnx bai.

Backstroke

Those things don't bother me anymore. My nerves and patience with people have been on edge. If I don't feel like talking to anyone at anytime, I won't. I sound like a huge jerk, I'm usually not so blunt about stopping a conversation. Whatever I'm feeling will pass. I just don't feel like dealing with anyone. I'm also not going to get my hopes up and find excitement in waiting for a reply. I've been let down too much and I'm too used to it, so it's okay with me now.

It's not even that big of a deal, I just feel like I'm not using my time wisely. So I be done motherfuckers. I'm also coming down with something. My mom is also in the hospital right now, and we're going to see her tomorrow.

Anyways... I'm coughing up a lung.

You're doing it Peter

I want to buy half blood prince already. It's been out for three days and it's still not in my possession. I remember how bummed I used to get when I was little and was cool and always hung out with my little friends, and it started raining and all my plans were ruined for the day. No playing outside even though I'd have to just play by myself. I don't even remember what I'd do by myself. I'm pretty sure I played with mud, leaves, sticks and beer bottles on the side of the house. I also made like some chalk thing out of rain water and leaves. Bangarang stat.

RU-FI-OHHH

Click bick

I don't think since I've had a blog I've ever written something meaningful. Something that doesn't sound like I am complaining about my day. I sit at my desk and stare at my tickets for december twenty-eighth, mainly wondering why I bought them (impulse). I sit at my desk at school and count the ceiling tiles in every other period. Everything feels like a routine. If I'm or we're lucky, something different will happen to 'spice' up a day. Nothing happens that's worth being spicy.

People are great, they make the day easier, of course. Family.. they're just there. My lazy ass dog oliver is just there too, stealing my spot where I take a nap every other day. Usually I come home and do something to help me kill the ease or stress of every fucking day. I don't have that something anymore. I'm all normal now and it hurts. It's actually tiring and all that great stuff that you feel when you have to go through another day.

No matter how hard I try not to, I feel like I'm repeating myself on here.

Punta cometa

Finally got it in the mail after waiting a whole week. What a good day!

The lighting on my phone was off scale so here are betta ones from booooooom.com

Exs and Ohs

I've been weirding myself out with what I've been listening to. Tooo much radio. I was dancing in my kitchen a couple of minutes ago and I felt horrible. I felt like I just dance like this:

Poor kid. Well that's how I see myself dancing. Rugby was verrrryy good today. I'm excited. And doing theatre tech on monday and tuesday, mostly tuesday though.

Surprise pirate attack

Human population

I'm foolin' on them. I think I'm going to be sick to my stomach. I've been sleeping on my stomach all day since I got home from school. I just made pop tarts, plastered my face to a cool pillow, heater on, watching more arrested development. I feel like going to a show, excuse to use up my stored energy I'm saving for rugby tomorrow morning. I JUST realized the exact definition of how I feel: fat-cat. 'Nuff said.

"The sky might fall but I'm not worried at all"

mudderrruckkkkerrs UP.

Lilac

My retard of a sister put my facebook in pirate. As I read everything, things were exaggerated into great depth, it was funny.

Mmm yep.
I bought my cleats and mouth guard for saturday. I'm sofa king excited!
I just need to mold it now. And maybe do my homework.

I also made a stupid stickam. In a way, I regret it.

Marzipan

I am soooo hungry I don't know what I feel like having. My friend was talking about Tiramisu which always sounds good, so maybe. I didn't have breakfast or lunch but I did walk to school and home today. Walking/ freezing my ass off could easily become a new part of my 'routine'. I have a ton of make up work because I made the best decisions of my life and missed two days of school which means I was six days with out school. (Thur-Fri: thanksgiving break, Sat-Sun: weekend, Mon-Tue: sick) Self explanitory.

I've been watching all of my seasons of Arrested Development.

*Cue sad Charlie Brown music (unintentional shot)

Primed

I'm ready for that life I said I'd have