Lately:

Seven straight hours of United States of Tara
Avi Buffalo
Chai black milk tea
Short bread heart cookies my sister made
Napping with Oliver and Ottie
Relaxing showers
'All through the night' jazz record
Denny's
A lot of history work
Showtime has the best shows on earth
(ex. Weeds, the L word, Dexter, US of Tara)
Received other Minus the Bear ticket in the mail
30 Rock
Hearing about the awesome idea for the Brown and Blue
More Avi Buffalo
Saving up for Lost City ticket.

My life is here.

This made me starving out of my mind.

France
Greece
Lebanon
Japan
Italy
India

Mr. Powers is a greatly powerful man.

Movies I feel like watching

And eat some Lembas bread.



His last show.

Eleanor Wood

So I got 1 of 3 assignments done. I started my history packet last night but i have to outline two units in great detail and study for that fucking star testing I have to go to la sierra for. But after the testing, I can walk to Rosary and hang out there for a while.

My rugby team is doing a car wash today on ball st. in anaheim. We need monies for san francisco in may, I hope we make it.

Dear Amanda,

You'll hate me, but I love you for this.

Love, Cris

p.s. I swear to god if you put my rugby pictures up from today, I will post the bad picture of you.

I'm on summer vacation for the rest of my life.

conversation I was over hearing at lunch with my two friends:

Aedan: "when I was little I used to think I could move things with my mind like Matilda."
Michael: "when I was little I used to think I could kill people I didn't like by staring at them like Carrie."

lol x10

I bought my ticket for Minus the Bear, May 21st, Glass house.
The best shows are always at the Glass house

As soon as the paper is signed to take me out of school on wednesday or thursday, my life begins. It could be better but I'm not going to push it. I slept for hours after oprah was over and woke up just on time to watch parenthood at nine.

Last week I had a dream I was pregnant.
Last night I had a dream I had a drug problem.
All I did was day dream about my other dreams I had last night.
They're weird but thinking about why I had them made 1st period go by faster.

What did you do today?

I had a rugby game.
I consumed in n out.
I took a bath.
I took a shower.

Were you with anyone through all of this?

lauren e. silva

Were there clothes involved?

I'm glad you asked, yes.

What else did you do?

Played pool for three minutes with luke pauly.

Favorite shmavorite

She still had 18 seconds on the clock.

Wa wa wa whatchu wa wa want

haahahahaha, just that one line.

Watching Closer last night on demand reminded me how much I loved natalie portman but hated romantic movies. I'll sum up the movie for you:

- Jude Law's face
- Natalie portman's red hair
- Strippers
- Sex
- Sex chat rooms
- Julia Roberts.
- Champagne
- Cheating
- Regretful sex
- Angry sex
- Domestic violence
- Surprisingly, no drugs
- And Larry, the dermatologist.

I'm in love pt. 2

gaby: "bondage's"
me: "blonde bitches?"
gaby: "yes."

The start of something

So it'll never end. The immaturity and ignorant spoon-fed attitudes within rosary. I'll get used to all this, although it'd be even better if I didn't have to deal with stupid people at all. Advantage: they're afraid of me because I'm "intimidating". Disadvantage: It still bothers me to know people like that are still out there. I'll meet a bunch of assholes in an alley someday and let them kick my ass just so they can feel good knowing they've taken one down.

I had such a good day seeing my friends and talking to my favorite teachers and catching up. I shouldn't let one thing fuck it up.

I'll never publicly reveal what I'm talking about. I shouldn't say never, now just is not the time nor place. If you know what I'm talking about, thank you. Eventually I will feel pretty comfortable enough to just say it out loud. Right now I just have no tolerance for idiots and bigots, no one really does. It's just a reminder of what I have to get used to.

I'm sure I'll face much harsher things in the future. For now, this is simple.
By the way,

you suck.

Jewish grandmothers unite!

hahahahah hahahahahahahaha hahahahahahhaha
hah hahaha haa ahhahaaha aa ahahahaha ah
hahahah ahha aha aha ahahha aaaa hahah a
hahaha ahaha a ahaha aaaahhaaa
hahahaa a hahahahahahah a hah
ahahha HA!

Human cruelty

So I have about seven pages left in my moleskine book. I bought it last year around June. It's been a good run but I honestly want to burn it. It helped me in a way I didn't think it would? I'm trying to reword what I'm trying to say with out sounding stupid. But I don't have anything so, that's it. I don't want to read this or the rest of my book anymore.

I have a new favorite show if you care. Parenthood, which is not as stupid as I thought it would be.