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For the fourth year in a row, I am re-learning prefix and suffixes. Odd thing is is that I usually go through those in my english class. We were learning them in my life science class. Third day, I'm already over it. I think a lot of people are over school and don't want summer ohhh niiinne to end. Gay fags who put all that crap on their facebooks and myspace pages.

I fell asleep during my first period and last period. No time in between. Also, Sonora's fuckin' ghetto.

Not even jail

I'm too tired to type in paragraph form. I'll just summarize in bullet points, yes?

• Brea mall with gaby
• Ran into toria
• Came home and ate
• Watched the first season of the Office
• Gaby left
• Watched women's tennis match with dad on tv
• Went to Muckenthaler with him so he can play with his new $4,000 camera
• Came home
• Talked to the biff izzy for an hour.

Pretty much.

Your little white car

So I was looking through my old saved inbox messages. Nice little drive down horrible memory lane. I also found the username and password to me and gaby's old blog we tried to split but obviously it didn't work out, so we thought copying natalie dee (our long time hero) would really start up a nice little blog when we were 15. Too legit to quit name too.

Moons & Monsters

I spent the day at lauren's house. Needless to say, she is my soul-mate and I love her to death. Her and her wild animal dog Bagheera (Sasha) whom followed us by the smell of my piece of pizza. We walked until we couldn't, which led us to the top of the world and saw a great smog and soot filled sky over Santa Ana, Orange, Villa Park, Anaheim exc. (note: last picture, bagheera getting too friendly with me while laying down outside..)

Es okaii, we talk of the past very often. We speak fondly of it and the interesting things we used to do freshman year and how stupid we used to be. We thought of the coolest things we thought were awesome and thrilling at the time, not so much now.

I used to love to make lauren feel uncomfortable. All day, every day. I had an accomplice at the time..

That's all she wrote.

Picture yourself on a boat

In the river with tangerine trees and marmalade skies.

So FYF didn't work out, (Fuck Yeah Fest). I was so stoked to see my favorite band and all the other whatnots I've kind of have already seen before. All in all, I was still very stoked to see Wavves. He has my heart.

I've been reading, talking on phones, walking into rooms I haven't been in for a while, jumping, and starring at this poor girls package. 

Away to Urban Outfitters to rescue my feet from not cool shoes.

note: toothpaste on a blemish hurts.

Lovers spit

I have really began to figure out why I like the people I do and why I love the person I do. It's because of the way I carry myself with them. I'm not so shy anymore, I've began to talk, I've opened up even to someone whom I haven't seen in years and I'm totally okay with it and it feels like I've talked to them for forever and a day.

I've also realized that when I've found what I've wanted my whole 16 (almost 17) years living, I had but don't exactly have anymore. I used to watch what my sister had/ still has with someone and I always used to think to myself "shit, I want someone I can do all this crappy fun shit with..", and I had that at one time.

I don't think I've ever been so happy for the week to be over. I feel relieved but also like I have some sort of important date coming up that I feel immensely impatient for. I wish I knew what it was so my moods can be better. I spent the end of my day getting all the food I've eaten through out my stay at Gibbens' house on my white shirt, sitting by a pool and ending the day sitting at the top of a giant rock making sound effects and "sick beats" to people (and horses) waltzing by on the trail down the hill. Then my roommates picked me up.

My sister got me the best present!! (below) Then I found my nice little Ray Ban case with my glasses that have been missing for two months, just sitting on top of the pile of books on my desk. Ohh I am grateful for this find she made.

I'm sorry, btw.

Continually

I pretty much feel the same as I did in my last post, so nothing has really changed since tuesday. I've gone to too many funerals this year. Michael Jackson not included. I'm wearing all black as we speak. Surprisingly I don't own as much black as I thought I would. Strictly earth-tone cut offs with neck ties.. Oh and this picture blew me away.

Name ten things

You want to do before you die and then go do them. Then go and tell someone who might have forgotten.

Anyways, es hot. No shit, seriously. I'm taking up to two or three showers a day. It's great because I feel super great and super clean. All but cool :(

First day of school tomorrow. I'll have to face it someday. I was hoping I'd do something where I'd break my arm or leg again and maybe I can miss the whole first month of school. If breaking my arm or leg won't get me out of school, wtf will. I literally feel like jumping off my garage and just landing on all fours like a majestic cat and prancing away pouncing birds and woodland critters. Rabbits and such motherfuckers. Clothes shopping blows when it's somewhere I have no interest in. I want a uniform.

I vant to go to a space camp like I wanted to when I was little. I went to tennis camp instead. I don't even play tennis. I know how to, I just don't. Grunting every time I hit a ball over a net with a racket just isn't my thing. Sitting on a bench laughing is. See it my way.

Whiskey and wine

I am exhausted. From what chu say? I am exhausted from being exhausted and stressed all the time, AND I'm not even in school yet!! Having to worry about one thing and when I make myself think one thing is over with and out of the way and that I'm over it, it comes back and bites me in the ass. I AM TIRED!

This is all this is. This is just another reason for me to complain some more. I didn't want to come home. I don't have anymore time.

Es okai

I had thee best time eva. I'm le tired.. What I stared at for a couple hours. ZzZzzZzz..

P.s. I shouldn't of come home.

Coloreado

Like I said, I went to my friends house yesterday. Unknowingly we both Stumbled Upon the same recipe for making a chocolate cake in a mug with in three to five minutes. This is all from scratch mind you. She didn't have regular chocolate frosting, so we used the diarrhea looking butter pecan jell frosting.

Not so busy day. I keep having weird "half awake/ half asleep" dreams. They feel like I'm actually hallucinating and feeling what I'm doing or about to do in a dream. Example: I once had a dream I stepped off the edge of a cliff voluntarily and while I was asleep, I felt the butterflies. Another was when I was at the Aquarium and I felt excited as if I actually was going to go again that morning I woke up.

What let down on myself.

Suavo

UH-mazing night. I've said this about so many days/ nights this summer but by far thee best. I had a horrible nights sleep knowing I had to get up early for something I didn't want to go to but had to. All's alright but not really. Soon, everything will get well soon. But today, I fell asleep watching Pulp Fiction at my friends house. Ugly mofo.

Con carne

I've been watching Menacing Waters on the Sc Channel. I want to get stung by a jellyfish (again) and get the cool pattern. Even though it leaves a giant scar and it looks like someone would have branded me. Most jellyfish sting with venom when threatened or trying to eat, like any normal animal would. I was also watching something on sea snakes and ocean floor dwellers. Also another thing on Davey's reef which is a smaller version of the Great Barrier Reef. Yeah, I like to watch these things. I'm watching something else on a tiny venomous octopus.

Better than what I was watching yesterday. On National Geographic there was something how in Nepal, to celebrate Shiva's birthday, smoking weeds is made legal for just that one day. They smoke in honor of Shiva.

I'm seeing Devendra Banhart tonight.

Sugabeets

I miss going to school. I can feel myself getting stupider and stupider. I do the same thing and eat the same thing every day. This is something else I discovered and watched four times.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9m2IeFW0Ah4

Here's to being redundant

I never noticed how annoying flies could be when you're sitting in a quiet room. Yesterday or the day before, I discovered this free painting design workshop online and I probably did thirty different designs and pictures and crap but never submitted any of them. I'm not in the mood for doing much writing. I saw Coraline in 3D last night. There's my highlight in the last two days. Thursday is coming up. Thursday equals HOB. HOB equals Devendra. Devendra equals A;LSDKFJ;ALSDLKFJKFJFJJKSKSKSKSKSKSK... sex into a microphone. Anyways.. I want to stab Tasha from the L word. To much?

Ghosts 'n' stuff

So I went to the Getty saturday, it's two in the morning so I'm just going to say yesterday. It was nice. It didn't feel like they were forcing themselves to go, which made it even better. All the gay pictures are on my gay facebook. I still consider it gay. Gay: lack for a better word. I'm not really tired seeing that I wake up at two in the afternoon and go to sleep really really irregularly late, I'm not tired. I want to shower right now but they get really mad when I shower late. Anyways, I don't feel like writing. I found this t-shirt my sister left behind. I hate peace signs. It's usually the girls with republican families that like peace signs. So it seems.

Put it to the test

Since last week, they promised me that we were going to make our yearly visit to the Getty Museum. I was excited for this saturday since last tuesday when they informed me. I wake up at eleven o' clock like they suggested. I walk around and one's not home, the bed is made and the other is eating breakfast alone with the dog. I already know what's wrong with this picture and I don't want any part of it. I don't want to be here today so I'm leaving.

Thank you for a good summer.

Title

The titles are getting better and better aren't they? I woke up at two o'clock in the afternoon today, after falling asleep at five fourty five. I also watched Green Street Hooligans and parts of Supertroopers. My mom knocked on the wall because she can hear me laughing and she had work in the morning.

I hate you public school, I hate banks, I hate money, and I hate the economy. I'm finished.

I was stumbling all day. I woke up, did whatever, rolled around anywhere, then sat down and stumbled for hours. This is what I did for almost two hours and then moved on to an acoustic version minus the squares. Andre Michelle is genius.

Did this for a while and a half.

As of right now

I'm taking this assholes advice and writing about how "lame" my life is and then maybe later I'll go draw some sweet cartoons and complain about how "lame" things are while I'm trying to pretend that the person I'm talking to gives a shit about my pathetic life.

Ps fuck you, go do your hair.
Also, GET BETTER FUCKING COME BACKS THAN CALLING ME A FUCKING BEAR YOU IMMATURE DOUCHE BAG.

Wakker

Except in english you just say awake. The heading is in Dutch. I don't know why I chose Dutch over everything else. At one time I was infatuated with the french language. Wishing I could speak it all the time, my sister and I were tempted to buy Rosetta Stone. If it worked for that tool Michael Phelps, it should work for us.

So guess who has two thumbs and is still awake. THIS guy... girl. I might watch some more of the L word or look for illegal movies online. The usual.

I basically got the shit scared out of me today. That fear that I haven't felt since the my seventh/ eighth grade year still feels fresh in my system. Phone calls from someone elses parents are fun. They're a cute way of adding some spice to my days. Good thing my mom doesn't hate me, good thing I don't do stupid crap, good thing I'm a secret fuck up my parents think they're aware of but aren't the kind of fuck up they have in mind of me. I am not trying to make out what I just said to be corny or toughy bamf like.

I'm seeing my two friends today. I am happy about that. These take me places.