Jewish grandmothers unite!

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hah hahaha haa ahhahaaha aa ahahahaha ah
hahahah ahha aha aha ahahha aaaa hahah a
hahaha ahaha a ahaha aaaahhaaa
hahahaa a hahahahahahah a hah
ahahha HA!

Human cruelty

So I have about seven pages left in my moleskine book. I bought it last year around June. It's been a good run but I honestly want to burn it. It helped me in a way I didn't think it would? I'm trying to reword what I'm trying to say with out sounding stupid. But I don't have anything so, that's it. I don't want to read this or the rest of my book anymore.

I have a new favorite show if you care. Parenthood, which is not as stupid as I thought it would be.

Claire Morgan

Old piece but I still like it.

In sequence

Yet, again

I had another weird dream.
Well, dream(s)

Yesterday at In N Out I ordered animal fries with a strawberry shake. Being a strawberry shake, it was hard to drink through the straw. In my dream, I was in my old backyard at my house in whittier and I was trying to light a cigarette and I probably went through three lighters. I'd run inside to my room (the room I have now) and go to my drawer where I normally have my lighters but when I go back none of them work. Thinking it was just the low gas in the little plastic pieces of shit, I'd throw them into my pool. Finally I just got a match, didn't work. Then I just walked up to the stove for a light, burnt my bangs, didn't care because I finally got it lit. But when I tried to take a drag, it felt like the shake I was trying to drink at in n out earlier that day. I hardly ever smoke cigarettes anyways. Too long of a description for something that took two minutes in my head.

I don't feel like sharing the other dreams.

Purddy mush

Jade; Amanda; Gaby; In N Out; Mohawk; Date Night = spring break.





Awwwuh

Hey again, good friend

I am glad I still know you.
I just have to work on being less of a little ass.

Once in a blue moon

I wish I had friends like you do
I wish I had clothes like you do
I wish I had a life like you do
I wish I had a car like you do
I wish I was as creative as you
I wish I was as smart as you
I wish I was as successful as you
I wish I knew what I was doing like you do.

I wish I wasn't a guilty looking little fuck, too.

Down by the river side

-___-

High school is the worst part of everything.

"I want you to have a positive remembrance of your high school experience--" - counselor woman.

Too late

On another note, I've been listening to Band of Horses and legitimately forgot about Is There a Ghost, the first song I ever heard of theirs. Time flies when you don't want it to.

Fuego fuego

Jade
Alexander
Do you remember that time you fell outta my window?
I sure do, you came jumping out after me
Well, you fell on the concrete, nearly broke your ass, you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you out to the hospital, remember that?
Yes I do
Well there's something I never told you about that night.
What didn't you tell me?
While you were sitting in the back seat smoking a cigarette you thought would be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you and I never told you until just now.

Different band:

Kept my eye on the first

Spittin' loogies and boba on to cars from on top of parking structures.

Kept my high on the second one

Shut Up

I've been feeling like such a loser lately. Everyone is getting their UC booklets in their counselor meetings. How am I supposed to go to a good college if I can't even afford a good high school. I emphasise good because sunny hills is not a good high school. Thats a whole other story.

Needless to say, every morning when I'm sitting in my first period or getting out of my car or standing at my locker, I wouldn't hate god if he struck me dead right then and there. He'd be doing me a favor for once.

Le bel été

Ohh the goodies I come across



There is nothing I love more than finding new music that is downloadable

Don't forget to cry at your own burial

I woke up, grabbed my computer and began to download as much miike snow as I could. All results into success. I went to veronese last night with paul, which was very nice.

Today is just a day that's closer to monday. Everyone knows that. But just because it is, doesn't mean you can't still do stuff. I will do stuff. I just wish I knew what and when. I really feel like having pho and some really good fortune cookies.

My dreams lately have been odd. Aren't they always? They are. They're starting to irritate me because when I wake up, my lips are chapped, my body is sore and my nose is really dry, almost bloody dry. I do not know what to do about them anymore or how to handle or take what I think about. It's a situation that I've had to deal with for a long time. Since everyone else just sits there and deals with what they can't have, I will do the same.

What a day

Today was the game where I took down my first really fat simoan. Which is borderline a big deal for me because I'm not big or strong or tough at all. I've also realized that a good game is when you realize after how many bloody scratches and bruises you have. Bahaha, Lauren has a sick black eye though.

Pitch was in costa mesa. Beach wasn't too far away..



What a hunk

Set yourself on fire

Tacos for breakfast

Yesterday, I made sure I got all of my homework done so I can go to disneyland later. Finished most of the stuff I figured needed to be done before we went to go watch Captain EO and eat churros. All in which is exactly what we did. Didn't matter if my sister had an ironic mickey mouse shirt with red high top converse on, I didn't have to worry about waking up early :)

There once was a woman who lived in a shoe

and then she died.

Okay soo tuesdays suck. But I'm going to disneyland right now so suck it.



Also, I have a date set for me to die. May 21, 2010 at the Glass House in Pomona. After I see Minus the Bear of course.