Last week I had a dream I was pregnant.
Last night I had a dream I had a drug problem.
All I did was day dream about my other dreams I had last night.
They're weird but thinking about why I had them made 1st period go by faster.

What did you do today?

I had a rugby game.
I consumed in n out.
I took a bath.
I took a shower.

Were you with anyone through all of this?

lauren e. silva

Were there clothes involved?

I'm glad you asked, yes.

What else did you do?

Played pool for three minutes with luke pauly.

Favorite shmavorite

She still had 18 seconds on the clock.

Wa wa wa whatchu wa wa want

haahahahaha, just that one line.

Watching Closer last night on demand reminded me how much I loved natalie portman but hated romantic movies. I'll sum up the movie for you:

- Jude Law's face
- Natalie portman's red hair
- Strippers
- Sex
- Sex chat rooms
- Julia Roberts.
- Champagne
- Cheating
- Regretful sex
- Angry sex
- Domestic violence
- Surprisingly, no drugs
- And Larry, the dermatologist.

I'm in love pt. 2

gaby: "bondage's"
me: "blonde bitches?"
gaby: "yes."

The start of something

So it'll never end. The immaturity and ignorant spoon-fed attitudes within rosary. I'll get used to all this, although it'd be even better if I didn't have to deal with stupid people at all. Advantage: they're afraid of me because I'm "intimidating". Disadvantage: It still bothers me to know people like that are still out there. I'll meet a bunch of assholes in an alley someday and let them kick my ass just so they can feel good knowing they've taken one down.

I had such a good day seeing my friends and talking to my favorite teachers and catching up. I shouldn't let one thing fuck it up.

I'll never publicly reveal what I'm talking about. I shouldn't say never, now just is not the time nor place. If you know what I'm talking about, thank you. Eventually I will feel pretty comfortable enough to just say it out loud. Right now I just have no tolerance for idiots and bigots, no one really does. It's just a reminder of what I have to get used to.

I'm sure I'll face much harsher things in the future. For now, this is simple.
By the way,

you suck.

Jewish grandmothers unite!

hahahahah hahahahahahahaha hahahahahahhaha
hah hahaha haa ahhahaaha aa ahahahaha ah
hahahah ahha aha aha ahahha aaaa hahah a
hahaha ahaha a ahaha aaaahhaaa
hahahaa a hahahahahahah a hah
ahahha HA!

Human cruelty

So I have about seven pages left in my moleskine book. I bought it last year around June. It's been a good run but I honestly want to burn it. It helped me in a way I didn't think it would? I'm trying to reword what I'm trying to say with out sounding stupid. But I don't have anything so, that's it. I don't want to read this or the rest of my book anymore.

I have a new favorite show if you care. Parenthood, which is not as stupid as I thought it would be.

Claire Morgan

Old piece but I still like it.

In sequence

Yet, again

I had another weird dream.
Well, dream(s)

Yesterday at In N Out I ordered animal fries with a strawberry shake. Being a strawberry shake, it was hard to drink through the straw. In my dream, I was in my old backyard at my house in whittier and I was trying to light a cigarette and I probably went through three lighters. I'd run inside to my room (the room I have now) and go to my drawer where I normally have my lighters but when I go back none of them work. Thinking it was just the low gas in the little plastic pieces of shit, I'd throw them into my pool. Finally I just got a match, didn't work. Then I just walked up to the stove for a light, burnt my bangs, didn't care because I finally got it lit. But when I tried to take a drag, it felt like the shake I was trying to drink at in n out earlier that day. I hardly ever smoke cigarettes anyways. Too long of a description for something that took two minutes in my head.

I don't feel like sharing the other dreams.

Purddy mush

Jade; Amanda; Gaby; In N Out; Mohawk; Date Night = spring break.





Awwwuh

Hey again, good friend

I am glad I still know you.
I just have to work on being less of a little ass.

Once in a blue moon

I wish I had friends like you do
I wish I had clothes like you do
I wish I had a life like you do
I wish I had a car like you do
I wish I was as creative as you
I wish I was as smart as you
I wish I was as successful as you
I wish I knew what I was doing like you do.

I wish I wasn't a guilty looking little fuck, too.

Down by the river side

-___-

High school is the worst part of everything.

"I want you to have a positive remembrance of your high school experience--" - counselor woman.

Too late

On another note, I've been listening to Band of Horses and legitimately forgot about Is There a Ghost, the first song I ever heard of theirs. Time flies when you don't want it to.

Fuego fuego

Jade
Alexander
Do you remember that time you fell outta my window?
I sure do, you came jumping out after me
Well, you fell on the concrete, nearly broke your ass, you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you out to the hospital, remember that?
Yes I do
Well there's something I never told you about that night.
What didn't you tell me?
While you were sitting in the back seat smoking a cigarette you thought would be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you and I never told you until just now.

Different band:

Kept my eye on the first

Spittin' loogies and boba on to cars from on top of parking structures.

Kept my high on the second one