I haven't felt like being social. I haven't felt like doing anything. I just don't feel like myself, blank. But not the fresh feeling blank.. Juust blank. When I picture something, I try to do something with it or about it, but it just leaves. Just like that. Feeling more dumbfounded than anything. It's annoying how this is an on going thing. For most people its a growing in the moment thing, then over. I don't want to try to talk to people. I'm done making an effort for anyone, just anyone. I'm going to ride my bike. Hahah, I sounded like a little pouting kid just now. I'll maybe edit later.
Basically what my day felt like.
This is my dad's attempt to cheering me up
More of this in the morning
Blanche: Toria, Dorothy: Lauren, Rose: Me
Still want this but in orange
Ending this on a better note
"From my womb to my tomb, I guess I'll always be a child"
yum. pinkberry & acid. best combination
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