Like I said, it's a two part post because I missed a day by an hour. Deja vu. So there is no reason for me waking up this morning. I missed my ortho appointment, didn't get to go to school in Los Angeles, didn't get to ride the train, woke with a massive headache. I don't know where these headache's are coming from but can you please stop!? As of this morning apparently I'm grounded but if I pretend like I'm in a good mood all today and all tomorrow, I'll get to see both my best friends and my best-best friend friday. God will find his way into this one and change the wind which will make my rents say nooope. Whatevs, I can always just leave on the other hand.
Glasshouse tonight! Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band. Sorry Kullen, I wish you could make it. Learn how to drive stickshift and we'll go to a show :)
Just for today
Glasshouse tonight! Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band. Sorry Kullen, I wish you could make it. Learn how to drive stickshift and we'll go to a show :)
Just for today
"Love is like an aero plane
You jump and then you pray
The lucky ones remain
In the clouds for days
If life is just a stage
Let's put on our best show
And let everyone know" - Lennon
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This will be a two part blog since I basically missed a whole day by an hour. I'm beginning to not have time, yet I have all the time in the world. What a horrendous and life ending day. That was a bit of an exaggeration but it was an unbearable day day. Although some small parts made is slightly bearable, it was just awful. I watched my cousins Anthony (8) and Lauren (4?) today and we went to Laguna Lake and feezed our pretty ass' off. That wasn't the bad part, this was after the time I will not mention. I practically didn't speak all day and I was fine with it. It only took two people to get me out of that mood and I mean this in the least cliche way possible but they saved me from being unrealistic. Brought me back to reality, sort of. One played Dustin O'Halloran which made me feel way better and on a separate occasion the other sang Enrique Eglesias which forced the other one to join in and harmonize the chorus to me to help me stop crying, together they explained to me their female dog's orgasm to one's leg, and I love them. I'm re-reading a book I've read twice.
I watched planes take off and land today at Fullerton Airport while my little cousin sang "Big girls don't cry" in her own words, in my ear.
Two steps forward and three steps back
Fear of sleep
"You're a pussy with balls!"
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