Oats B'Goats

I've been needing a new hobby. Not necessarily a hobby like build model ships, just something to keep me entertained, like building model ships. People have kept me entertained long enough and so has art. Art can't be my only thing on my college applications. I will have zero things on there to show off my "special abilities". Bullshit that all is. I miss playing softball.

Either over summer or sometime during my junior year, I am going to pick up playing for sure, either for Fulla or LM. Either that or rugby, swim, or aspiring couch potato.. or vagabond. I also miss my basketball hoop I had at my old house before I moved to fullerton. I miss my pool. I got a backyard of grass in exchange for a pool.

My best friend Ottie and I are going to go running right now as soon as my food is digested. He really is my best buddy. He naps with me, he eats with me, he goes running with me, he....listens to me. HAHAH, I sound like a crazy woman. Maybe I just am. But really, he's the best napping buddy on this planet. No cat or bird can compare to our love. I have no favoritism with my three dogs. Joey, likes to sleep on the ground and keeps to himself. Milo, is scared of specks of floating dust/ pee's when you try to pick him up. Ottie likes to play softball, eat popsicles and watch Reno 911 with me. Can you see what I see in him?

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Anyways, I'm going running now.

Edit;

Went running, bloody knee, broken phone, tears. Sums up why I'll never make it in life. Cried for hours because of my phone. I feel permanently disconnected with the world. Then again, I could be exaggerating. I love my best friend, not ottie... But another best friend. She caaawwwlms me dwwwn. And I guess understands? Hah, yeah. I hope everything works out okay..