Firework stand

I am supposed to man a stand tomorrow. I'm not that excited. I am going to get paid but jess is a jerk so I have no idea how much. Gaby literally came to my house at 9:00 am this morning. I fell back asleep at eight because of the dog and him not sleeping and him falling off my four story bed. No one think my bed is comfortable. Well it is but I think it's not a comfortable height. It's comfortable sleeping wise. Anyways. We stayed at my house, she brought donuts, I paniced because we didn't have any milk so in a fit of rage, I put pants on and we walked to the liquor store.

For the first in a while, I feel okay. I'm not happy and I'm not sad. I just feel normal. Well I'm going to have a long week and weekend and long week after that so I'm embracing what I can.

I love my Moleskine book. Gaby said that I am "almost everything on What White People like" or something like that. It's some blog.

I'm actually in a good mood. I'm not happy I'm not sad. I'm good. I do miss my friends though. And I do miss school.

Gabe and I watched this really great video of Kate Nash covering "Hollaback Girl" on acoustic. Kate Nash, Cocorosie and Iron and Wine. I'm always in the mood for Iron and Wine.

Do you love your life?
gaby: That's like asking do you love dogs?
cris: no.
gaby: really?
cris: i love dogs, not life.
(My day)