Birds lament

Not much of a day for writing. Possibly the laziest day I've had in a while. I pretty much ate my weight in cereal last night and now my kidneys hurt. I have no idea why, but they do. I have a feeling it's because of my spontaneous sleeping positions and the hour I go to sleep. Three am has never done any good for me anyways. What has time ever done for me that I should respect a bed time?

I had the greatest dream. I dreamt that I was at the shore of a lake when it was really misty or foggy like the weather usually is in the morning. While standing there I smelled rain clouds. Then the smell of rain clouds was continued by the smell of the asphalt when it rains at school. It's always on the rainy days after school, that my mom is always late. Then the smell of the rain on my rubber shoes going into my moms compact car with a gross stained carpet interior. I should worry about the SATs which I have not given a shit about since I heard about it my freshman year. I probably should care by now.

I'm not bored and I'm not occupied, cluttered night table.