Unconditionally

I ran four miles today and I'm running out of things to clean. I even cleaned my dog and gave him a hair cut and now he looks like Ludwig Van Beethoven. He's actually laying right next to me. Anyways, I clean and go running because I keep feeling something. Something so horrible I can't just resolve by sitting down or reading. To the fact that I can't concentrate in school, I can't go online, I can't lay on my bed to relax. It doesn't phase me. I do all that I fucking could to not think of certain people but it all comes out the same. I don't care if you read this either. Moving on is an option, but it's not fucking going anywhere.