Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Kid, you'll move mountains

Quarantine day #4:

I don't have that unbearable fever anymore or those hot chills, but the heavy cough and the feeling of the need to die is still there. After the first two days, I got used to day time t.v. The View is so entertaining but I usually end up falling asleep. Every time I would fall asleep from medicine I'm taking, I'd have the most illusive dreams. The kind where I'd be in my dream wearing the same clothes I fell asleep in. My most recent one was where I was looking for earrings and I didn't want to lose them when I had finally found them behind the garage, I'd close my fist real tight so I wouldn't drop them and have to go looking for them all over again. When I woke up I had that feeling of relief that I didn't have to ask for earrings for christmas because I had found the ones I lost years ago. When I was fully awake, my fist was still clutched closed with no earrings inside.

I don't like those dreams. Especially when you have a dream that you have cookies and when you fucking wake up, there are no god damn cookies. Just cheese danish coffee cake and cold coffee because when you're sick, no one bothers to make you coffee.

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1 comment:

  1. hey hey, at least you didn't have a dream in which you were drinking rancid milk straight from a dead cow's utter(illegal in texas)....can you imagine why i almost threw up from the morning mouth taste?
    yeah, i've had those as well. but with the little sleep i've been getting recently, there is little to no time to dream.

    good, glad your getting healthy again.

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