The struggle of convincing my parents to let me do independent studies is getting closer and closer to success. They're just as much annoyed with public school as I am. I just think it's a hassle going to such easy classes when you can just take them online and pass with in a couple of months. Is is possibly an easy way out of school? Maybe, but you'd think that I'd be lazy but I'm not. I don't mind doing the work at all anymore. I just wish I liked it more and appreciated what I was being taught at Rosary. Instead of just caring about my friends and art classes and who I'm going to see at 5th period. What a waste. I wasted my own time.
I regret a lot that I did my freshmen and sophomore year. If there was anytime I'd get an opportunity to take it all back. To not make Mrs. Norman cry. To not get kicked out of Rubalcaba's class. To try better and study for my english tests. To actually pay attention and not be in the 'bathroom' during health. I'd want to take back everything I did as well. My actions only fucked me over so much. I regret not putting time and effort into everything I did.
If only there was someone I can tell all this too, sign a contract, and just go back.
But there isn't. I'm going to learn how to drive, work on my GED and live a normal life with out having to worry about regrets. I missed my chance.
Sincerely, me
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