Double fine

Why why why do some refer to their minds as complicated. We all get it and it's obvious you think different. Forcing yourself to be unique is probably the funniest thing ever. EpixCore my heart bleeds for you.

Several good phone calls. Last night was dowwwwn (hahahah, I don't think I've ever used that before). Today is a no school zone for me, just like at the shamu shows. My mother is home and making what smells and sounds like strawberry oat meal on a skillet. She just offered me some rice. I have no idea what she made and I don't want any part of it. Thanks to an exciting phone call, I'm really really excited to see Romeo & Juliet. Not just really. Really really.

"I don't think that girl's going to want to do another play in her life after he just tried to eat her face!"

Twitter is stupid. I don't give a shit what you're doing = global debate.

I drew my line at facebook.

Flashback

Uhh instead of studying four forms of mitosis, I went through iphoto. I don't think I'll go to school tomorrow. I'm also going to see Romeo & Juilet.

They all coincidentally are taken at school..

Jupiter (yoga ball covered in oatmeal apricot facial scrub)

BLOOLD?

a sleeping karen

the Scene Machine, you're fucking pissing me off

Possum on the bathroom floor

Gay-white-girl

Ebony and Ivory

Jizz and Gulia

usual..

EVOLUTION

the scene freshmen; hot cheeto fries and pepsi erry day

the homosexual sophomores; popsicles, yellow gatorade and baked lays erry day

jr.

senior year

Home

SWED, all day. Hahahaha, Dr. Dre.
I've been walking around my house saying "stanky" lately. I walk up to my roommate and say 'gurl you stanky'. She looks at me and takes away my desert after dinner and makes me wash the dishes. Pirates life for me.

I'm afraid I'm becoming one of those people who are in love with summer. I've never fallen in love with summer before. It all feels so new. I've always liked being at school so much, I couldn't wait till I started again. That went on for about two years. We used to picture how the new school year would be, because we like to act like badass upper class men. We'll all get our rings together. Now I just want all the old things of summer to happen more frequently. I also want another road trip to happen. I also want to go streaking and then swimming at night again. I want those gravel rocks in my floppy urban outfitter shoes that are stanky. Then we can fall asleep in sleeping bags that are too small for us and have golden spoon or coffee grove for breakfast. We've always intended to get coffee grove for breakfast. We never made it past the stairs.

(side note: that last sentence sounded like a sex scene. NOT what I intended..... ?)

Married man

I'm learning to use my time wisely. It's taken me this long to realize I need to get things done myself. I need to finish writing about prostitution, finalize, print, and finish my draft of golden gate bridge and also finalize section one outline. Bloogh, bleeh. Nice and snug in my boots.

Ick oad

Today is my parent's 25th anniversary. We be goin' to supper together at the Summit House, son. My dog looks like he has down syndrome. Poor little guy.

White magic

There are way better ones!!



Might I suggest alice in wonderland.

Happenstance

Long Beach and the chance of getting another piercing today is 60 of 100. I really need to get a california i.d. Since I'm not 18, I need my birth certificate and I don't think my sister can be my legal guardian. Fuck you government policies.

This MacBook Pro is a beautiful piece of technology.

Self-sufficient

I'm watching 20/20. I didn't know Rheeanna had an accent. It's kind of funny watching her talk. Her hair is kind of funny too. Chris Brown always looks like he's sweaty.

I went to down town fullerton. In other words d.t.f. *sigh* I had nothing good to say right now.

I bought sunglasses? and an operation ivy pin and 9/16" guages from Monkey's To Go. The end.

too much time..

In due course

Jackie came over today = hand drawing on binder
Dropped her off at laurens = met Robin the piano teacher = gave lauren homecoming pictures = picture on binder

I have it on the front of my binder as if we're dating. She wishes :l
Kidding.
I feel more and more like a whinny bitch the more I say I miss everything. Talking about it makes me feel like everything is back. Yokes on me.

"pinche ze dolla"

Ship in a bottle

Oh oh oh what a pleasant life.

Ides of swing

CAHSEE, fuck you. I've been cold most of the day. I love after school sometimes, but enough of that. I'm off to Denny's for a Grand Slam dinner. I chose where we are to have dinner tonight.

CAW, to Andrew Bird.

Thule

The battery on my lap top dies easily. This sucks because this lap top is my life. It's not mine but when she moved away and left things behind, I immediately claimed them mine. One second I look at the top bar and it says 13% then 9% now it's at 5%. I should probably go in my house. I'm in my backyard for some reason. Now it's at 2%..

So my computer died on me so I'm now on top of my bed away from fresh air. My dog is circling my bed because I'm eating this steak that tastes like rubber tire. 

I had a stupid day. I have testing tomorrow because I came from a private school and haven't taken my english and math entrance exam. I've also come to the conclusion that I am going to get myself through the last two years of high school by working at In-N-Out. I've heard they pay super well and have you watch a training video. NO, that's not why I want to work there. I just have a place I can't be at and want to and if no one else is going to fucking get me there, I'll god damn do it myself. It seems that out of all the years of high school I could have enjoyed, sophomore year stands as my best memorable year, so far.

Boots and boys

That title is a joke. I don't really like neither. HAAH. I'm going to picture post at 1.. 2.. GO

Walked the streets of down town LA with my man Andrew and did some fork bending at Philippe's after Olvera st.

Gaby and I were seven year olds for the night. It's the only time of the year where we can kick each others ass with our pillow cases filled with candy in the middle of the street or on someones doorstep. It works. (only the most attractive pictures)

We later felt like not seven but three year olds for eating, rolling around in and bathing in our pile of candy. We ate a good 78% of all our candy for the night. After we were jazzed up on candy, we sang Birthday Sex, Brittney Spears, Jeffree Star and many more, to each other till we choked on our saliva and peed everywhere. We even sang Skeet Skeet.. Look it up.

Seriously, who else would I be able to make fun of shitty bands with? And later fall asleep watching youtube videos of old people falling. Only three people in this world that I know of.. nope four, Andrew counts :) that I can make fun of everything I don't like, with out regret.

A thought otherwise

Basically all that I'm doing today. Still don't know what to be. My computer is acting up and not letting me do whatever I want with my pictures so I was left with no choice but to delete pictures/ data and empty my trash. Again.

Late night texts that I receive in the morning are always nice, I like waking up to them :) They cheer me up and make me have a good day.

Redirecting

All I keep thinking is what have I done. I fell asleep thinking it. I dreamt of thinking it. I woke up in the middle of the night and kept asking what I was doing. I woke up in the morning, not in school, sick asking what the fuck is going on with me. Me rushing into something is not a way of you telling yourself you're okay, you can be normal now. I went too fast..

This indecisive feeling is getting old now. It's ruining my life from something that I want so bad, I'm just pushing it away with out knowing. Slowly I don't think about what I've done. I carry on my way, and try not to think about it. That will not work at all.

I don't want to do anything. I don't want halloween. I didn't even want to go to school. I wont be anything this year.

Fruit garden

Hey there, Mr. morning sun, what kind of creature are you?
I can't stare, but I know you're there
Goddamn, how I wish I knew

And hey there, Mrs. lovely moon, you're lonely and you're blue
It's kind of strange, the way you change
But then again, we all do too.

Memphis & 53rd

Modulate Back To The Tonic

I pretty much did nothing. I'm pretty much almost the worst person on this planet. I did a rap and back up danced today. 'Nuff said.

I feel SOsoSOsoSOso stupid for listening to Deadmau5. That's 16 lashes right there.

La van der

I go on the computer but I just don't stop by my blog. It's not like there's some sort of follow up I need to do. I will pretty much just sum up everything in bullet points :) again.

Monday October 26, 2009

• Arrived home at exactly 3:04 like usual
• Walked to Stater Bros to meet Jackie
• Got 2 large rolls of cookie dough & 2 tubs of rainbow sprinkle frosting
• Come home and begin our great architectural masterpiece
• "We should have made a village.."
• Our walls and some of the measurements were off, fixed it
• Recorded while we assembled the walls
• Caked on frosting like ceramic slip<3 

• All this while watching Order of the Phoenix 

• Made some stop animation videos through photobooth 

• Half Face Ali was there too after a long day of trying to kill Batman (dentist numbed up her face, a lot)

 • We "LOLed" for a while at her face 

• Completed our home and ate a couple little pieces 

• Happy Birthday Yakhee :]

 

Tuesday October 27, 2009

• Fuck you school
• My legs were on fire when I got home (literally power-walked up/down hills)
• Peed my heart out

• Nuzzled with Ottie in the wind
• Had the best dinner
• Started and finished homework
• Bought Anthony Green & Good Old War tickets for Dec 28 at the Glass House
• Cried a little because I was so excited
• Tutored Lisette through vchat.. hahahaha
• Alright, I'm done :)

Chickpea

About a week or so ago, I drove all the way to la habra to be sweet and surprise my best friend gaby, whom at the time suffered from swine flu. My first reaction to when she told me she had it, I couldn't stop laughing. I felt bad so I had my roommate Lety buy her a bag of Oreos, Ali took a few and left a note saying sorry, then we stopped at Boba Loca to buy her honeydew slush with no boba. I forgot she liked boba so that was an F for me. I left all the crap on her back door of her house and yesterday she was repaying me for what I did for her and she bought me crude venansuelan boy band record. Along with other Greatest Hits on vinyl.

A lot of people over exaggerated Paranormal Activity. I went with Anthony Michael Chris and Andrew. Most of them were covering their faces, especially Andrew. I only covered mine when she got drug out of bed and the ending where it shows her creepy face, that's it. Other wise, I slept perfectly fine last night. Even though I webcammed till five o' clock in the morning and was texting till exactly six-thirty. I woke up about 25 minutes ago. So many people will kill this movie for me. It was good, but I'm honestly used to watching the paranormal specials on 'demonic forces' on TV that this one didn't feel any different from what I've seen before. It just felt like a marathon of episodes packed into a movie.

Andrew and I watched his fish completely devour a gold fish. It's eyes, stomach, fins and bodily fluids got torn out. I felt morbid for watching it die and squirm, but it was entertaining hearing the crunches of three against one. One was a Figure 8 puffer fish. Probably the one that was most savage. The first fish tore a hole through the entire fish. To the fact that we could see the other side of the tank. "No wonder you two have gotten along so well, you're both weird.." I love his dad.

Webcam, calling and texting will never be enough. We'll never have enough time in a day. We'd need at least a whole entire day/ weekend to feel satisfied with everything having to do with spending time together. Nearly every hour, I start to miss you.

Proper topper

A sentence only a stupid myspace bro(hoe) would use on their about me:

Idgaf so I'm dtf, brb.
lol

I'm happy I've never used any of those. Let alone, in one sentence.

Hey hey hey, guess where I went again? Disneyland. I also ran into almost half of my family. That wouldn't of been good. We also had an epic fail on trying to sneak into Paranormal Activity. The Yeah Yeah Yeahs have never felt so good to listen too. All four albums on shuffle is like a party in my ears. I don't mean that in a stupid way, literal tense. There are people that live in my ears. The Yeah Yeah Yeahs also make me say things twice. Like remember when I started this paragraph with "hey hey hey", proof.



I've never loved anyone more than:

Karen O
Regina Spektor
Brody Dalle
Devendra Banhart
Lauren Silva