Relief

My name is cristina but I prefer cris and I am crazy. Call me cristina and you die with a stapler between yo eyes son. It is currently 64º and partially sunny and have some slight 80 mph winds. Oh yeah, I'm crazy because I made myself think there was an earthquake today. The things I think I see or feel.
I'm watching Flow: Love of water. It makes me want to drink the ocean and throw up all the salt.. That made no sense but once it's accomplished it'll make all the sense in the world. I also watched Gummo. Gummo is a documentary like movie about a hick town around Ohio and these kids huff glue and kill cats. Literally showed how they killed all the cats. One way was just shooting them with beebee guns, putting broken beer bottles in tuna, or setting traps and killing them. Morbid? Ch-YEAH! This movie made me want to buy and adopt many cats. As much as I hate the little bastards, I want to buy one. Now I'm watching the Da Vinci Code, never seen it so I'm not going to write about it.

So far I have felt neutral. No complaints about anything. I'm not happy, I'm not sad, I'm just here. Whatevskiz, I've been eating trail mix bars and vitamin water becaause someone forgot to leave me money to go treat myself to breakfast. Now I can't get sushi for when my sister gets home. How horrible. Game tonight, don't like sports but it gets me out of the house. Desperate for companionship, my dogs can't play games with me. Do something.

I'm living without being alive.

Post script: my ears have been ringing all day.

Wake up

Gummo

Mmhm

Lika boss

Baseball with my asian mom and Diarrhea Jones

Leaf House

I haven't felt like being social. I haven't felt like doing anything. I just don't feel like myself, blank. But not the fresh feeling blank.. Juust blank. When I picture something, I try to do something with it or about it, but it just leaves. Just like that. Feeling more dumbfounded than anything. It's annoying how this is an on going thing. For most people its a growing in the moment thing, then over. I don't want to try to talk to people. I'm done making an effort for anyone, just anyone. I'm going to ride my bike. Hahah, I sounded like a little pouting kid just now. I'll maybe edit later.

Basically what my day felt like.



This is my dad's attempt to cheering me up

More of this in the morning

Blanche: Toria, Dorothy: Lauren, Rose: Me

Still want this but in orange

Ending this on a better note

"From my womb to my tomb, I guess I'll always be a child"

El Pollo Loco Kittens

 Best story, made my monday a monday!

On a more serious note:
When people say "I just saw someone and they reminded me of you", what do you think of? I'd wonder what the person looked like or what it was the person did that made your friend think of you, so you can maybe stop doing it as a habit. Or when someone says "oh yeah YOU'LL really like ___". By saying YOU'LL, mean I'm a type of person that has standards on someone I meet? I'm really not, I'm a simple 5'5 bastard that doesn't care but still has manners when greeting someone. I have to ignore that quality in me.

This is what I did all day. But first, quotes..

"His cologne was a delicious terrorist attack!" - barclay

"Guess what, I have flaws. What are they? Oh I don't know, I sing in the shower, sometimes I spend too much time volunteering, occasionally I'll hit somebody with my car. So sue me!" - michael scott
(I watched season four all morning.)

Petco with Milo and Ali to buy shampoo. They have Bed Head shampoo for dogs.

Came home and used that shit up

Biked

With this guy

To finally get

And came home and did this looking like "an indie fuck" :(

Hey hi, bye.

E Se-metrical Face

Is that even possible? It'd be a hella ugly baby/ child/ adult/ creation. I'd call it "gods kidney stone". Please excuse me from using "hella" in a sentence, I don't know where my mind is. 

I did much of nothing today, all of today actually. I basically woke up early and got ready for nothing. Not like I had somewhere to go, although I did but face painting children bothers me. Jam hands are a huge factor to me. I'm keeping this short between commercial breaks which are 2 minutes and 35 seconds long because I resort to Sundance On Demand when it's a nice day outside. Still craving that rose tea boba I've wanted since thursday. Also played the gweeetarv for a while, learning two songs. That really stupid Plain White T's song was stuck in my head while I was in the shower. Not the old one, but the 1 2 3 4 one. What to do with my life. More pictures than writing.. GO!

P.S. April 5, 2009 is marked as my first day view in rainbow flip-flops. All day.

A lot of this and the amazing Minus the Bear, Menos el Oso.

Soon to be new addition to my wardrobe?

Miss them little boys

Public school makes me want to sneeze

IMY! (-F..)

Fourth Time Around

Wooow, friday was one hell of a day. I don't even want to start explaining to you how... Indescribable it was. You're probably thinking it was one of those amazingly charming days? No not even close, it wasn't even one of those "I'm bitching about my day to the world because I have not thing better to do and am in an asshole mood" not even close either. Truth is, I'm in a tired mood. Again, not the I'm tired of the world mood either. I'm feeling fine. I would however like to thank the Fullerton Police Department for checking me out in a back seat and scaring the fucking banana and cheese-itz that I had for lunch out of me. Thank you!

So you can get an idea from what I just said. Ask me how it went, I wouldn't know. I also just realized I can't spell Banana with out referring to the Gwen Stefani song. Just like when I was in second grade, I had to constantly refer to the Mickey Mouse Club theme song to remember how to spell not Mickey, but Mouse because I was a slow motherfucker and wasn't the sharpest knife in the sushi bar.

However, there were some bright sides to my April 3, 2009. I made a glorious video on my blackberry of Lauren and I in... a bathroom... she was doing the squat walk, and Lauren.. Even if you don't know her well, you'll eventually see her butt sometime in your life. That is, if you're lucky. We also made slime in Science. One of my favorite classes since I can't take art anymore. I miss my art classes, I meet interesting unexpected people who will eventually impact my future!

Last edited thought: What the fuck is up with so many people going to raves? Really, the most unexpected people and the most random as fuuuuk people. Come on now. Watch two days later I'll be at one... how sad.

Creation

Wakabyashi

Paris Je t'aime

I'm currently watching Paris Je t'aime. Long movie but pretty good. Makes you wonder. What will you look like and be like when you're grown up? If things you've promised at one age, will be there ages later? Things you want like success or to be smart, do you honestly think that by sitting on a couch starring at a television set is going to get you there. If starring at a blank canvas with a full palette and nothing is coming through. It'll come soon enough, I'm not complaining. I'm pretty content and half satisfied than what I was two weeks ago. I was horrible, worst shape I've been in for a while.  (I'm watching Driving Miss Daisy now..)

Bad things happen to people for a reason, then good things happen to people who've waited long enough. I guess I waited long enough? I'm all good now, not that it concerned anyone.

I love yous.

Current obsession and can not wait till it comes out